GO AWAY
How does it feel to be tricked on?
Look, I’m even asking myself.
Maybe ‘cause I don’t got anyone else to talk with?
Do I have an answer self?
Look, I can’t even answer myself.
Can’t answer a simple question,
Which I know I have the answer for.
What’s happening with me?!
This confusion, this hate, hate for you.
All these thoughts and feelings, flying around in my head.
I say to them;
GO AWAY!
I know he only was playing with me,
I know I was so stupid.
All you people please;
GO AWAY!
Leave me alone,
Don’t disturb!
I don’t want to see anyone,
So I’m begging you,
Let me cry alone.
- Atia Ijaz
Nightmares or Real?
What are these voices
I hear ever night?
The screaming, the yelling,
What is all that?
It feels so real,
But I’m not sure if it is.
Is it just the nightmares I’m having,
Or are the voices from outside?
I’m always scared when I go to bed,
And wonder if they’ll come again.
Every time I pray to God that;
“Please, don’t let them.”
I still hope that they’ll not come,
I still pray to God that they’ll not come.
But, still, I wonder,
Is it nightmares or real?
– Atia Ijaz
