Why Do I Feel This?
I have to get the answer,
Of a question I’ve been wondering for a long time now.
Maybe it’s just stupid,
Maybe it’s true.
Are these tears saying the truth,
Or is it just me?
What’s the reason they come all the time?
WHY CANT THEY JUST GO AWAY?!
I don’t want it to be true,
I want to be happy.
Is it so hard to understand?
I want to be sure that he really loves me,
I don’t want to have negative thoughts.
I want to be sure he’s not going to leave me,
I don’t want him to… leave me.
Please don’t say it’s true,
Please don’t say I’ll have to live without him.
‘Cause that’s impossible,
Me without him.
Sometimes, when I cry,
I can’t even breath.
But he doesn’t understand that, does he?
I’m not even sure if he cares.
So many thoughts,
So many feelings.
But I’m not sure what to believe on,
Not sure if everything is true.
Only he can tell me…
- Atia Ijaz