Been so confused
Don’t know what to do
Everything’s such a mess
And then it’s this darkness
Coming back to me

Want to laugh
Want to smile
But somehow
I don’t know why
Something tells me
Just can’t be glad

I thought I was happy
Thought I had everything
Everything I needed
And then it’s this emptiness
Coming back to me

Want to have fun
Want to enjoy
But somehow
I don’t know why
Something tells me
I’m not the girl I think I am

I’m trying to talk
To be a part of the conversation
But I feel so invisible
Feel that I’m not worth anything
And then it’s these sorrows
Coming back to me

- Atia Ijaz