Coming Back To Me
Been so confused
Don’t know what to do
Everything’s such a mess
And then it’s this darkness
Coming back to me
Want to laugh
Want to smile
But somehow
I don’t know why
Something tells me
Just can’t be glad
I thought I was happy
Thought I had everything
Everything I needed
And then it’s this emptiness
Coming back to me
Want to have fun
Want to enjoy
But somehow
I don’t know why
Something tells me
I’m not the girl I think I am
I’m trying to talk
To be a part of the conversation
But I feel so invisible
Feel that I’m not worth anything
And then it’s these sorrows
Coming back to me
- Atia Ijaz
Will I Ever Get To Meet You?
With all this around me,
With all this irritation.
With all this complaining,
With all those people.
I’ll never get to meet you,
I’ll never get to hold your hand.
To know that you’re there,
To know that you love me.
With all this frustration around me,
With all those places to go.
With all those other thing to do,
Without you.
I want you near,
I want you right here.
I want to talk to you,
I want to look at you.
But how can I do that,
If I never get time?
But I want to do that,
I want you to know that you’re mine.
You got time,
When I don’t.
And I got time when..,
You don’t.
I dream…
I dream about a day,
When there’s only us two, together.
When we’re sitting,
And can talk as much as we want.
When no one can disturb us,
When we don’t need to stress.
When there’s only, you and me.
But that’s just my fantasy,
That’s just all my dreams.
That’s what I want more then anything,
Meet you.
- Atia Ijaz
Longing
Waiting for you,
Thinking of you,
All the time,
Not a second without.
How long has it been since we met?
A month? A week? Maybe just a day?
I really don’t care if it’s just a day, a minute or even a second.
I want you here all the time.
Here, with me.
I’m just waiting for you,
Waiting for you to come.
Come, and hold me tight.
Just as you used to.
I don’t know how long I can wait,
But I’ll not give up before you’re here with me.
I’m longing for you,
So please, come.
- Atia Ijaz
